The first thing to be understood is what ego is. A child is born. A child is born without any knowledge, any consciousness of his own self. And when a child is born the first thing he becomes aware of is not himself; the first thing he becomes aware of is the other. It is natural, because the eyes open outwards, the hands touch others, the ears listen to others, the tongue tastes food and the nose smells the outside. All these senses open outwards.

That is what birth means. Birth means coming into this world, the world of the outside. So when a child is born, he is born into this world. He opens his eyes, sees others. 'Other' means the thou. He becomes aware of the mother first. Then, by and by, he becomes aware of his own body. That too is the other, that too belongs to the world. He is hungry and he feels the body; his need is satisfied, he forgets the body.

This is how a child grows. First he becomes aware of you, thou, other, and then by and by, in contrast to you, thou, he becomes aware of himself.

This awareness is a reflected awareness. He is not aware of who he is. He is simply aware of the mother and what she thinks about him. If she smiles, if she appreciates the child, if she says, "You are beautiful," if she hugs and kisses him, the child feels good about himself. Now an ego is born.

Through appreciation, love, care, he feels he is good, he feels he is valuable, he feels he has some significance.

A center is born.

But this center is a reflected center. It is not his real being. He does not know who he is; he simply knows what others think about him. And this is the ego: the reflection, what others think. If nobody thinks that he is of any use, nobody appreciates him, nobody smiles, then too an ego is born: an ill ego; sad, rejected, like a wound; feeling inferior, worthless. This too is the ego. This too is a reflection.

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Tobacco Tincture: I'm acquainted with a talented healer I'll call Cathy who constantly studies alternative healing therapies and applies the information learned. She found out about a year ago, that if she soaked pesticide-free, organic tobacco in alcohol (vodka, sake, white rum, etc) for a couple of days, that she will get a powerful germ killer that seems to knocks down most pathogens it encounters, especially the hidden "stealth viruses" that she found (through dowsing) in chemtrails. American Indian cigarettes, found at specialty smoke shops, is pesticide free. When faced with strange `flu-like' symptoms that don't respond to other therapeutic modalities, she frequently finds that Tobacco tincture will do the trick. A few drops in water is all that's required. (By the way, those beautiful `red' or `pink' sunsets you see all the time now are mostly due to the desiccated red blood cells mixed in with the chemtrails along with the stealth viruses and other pathogenic radionic energy signatures designed to weaken your immunity and disconnect you from rising consciousness).

Rothschild lied when he said, "I care not who makes a country's laws as long as I make their money." He judged everyone by his own standards and assumed that everyone was like him and had their price. Unfortunately, it appears he was right about the majority of people. The fact that the New World Order got their puppet politicians to enact the Federal Reserve Act in 1913, and the fact that they had John F. Kennedy killed when he went to repeal it, is proof that Rothschild lied.

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Western civilization is being destroyed from within by a conspiracy of the superrich administered by victim-zombies who have sold their souls to Satan and don't even know it.

Well, it isn't too difficult to figure out, really. The mainstream media does what it is told to do. They write and report only on what they are "allowed" to. Writers at Babel Magazine, on the other hand, don't have a short leash and electric collar, so we are able to write freely. If they want to keep their cushy careers intact, as well as their lives, I dare say, then they will damn well OBEY the top monkeys on the ladder. No coverage of Bilderberg meetings? It is well-noted that media personalities we are all familiar with ATTEND these meetings each year, yet we don't hear a peep out of them about these functions - no coverage of chemtrails - yet one can see the slew of articles, photographs and lab analyses on Internet news sources. There's no honest coverage of the REAL story behind 9/11 - yet news sources on the Internet reveal to us the OTHER side of that tarnished coin.

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All users of mobile phones can be monitored via satellite and "affected" if necessary. Aside from the microwave health dangers, the current can be remotely increased 20,000 times to fry your brains in a second. Chechnyan leader, General Dudayev may have been killed that way. He was on his mobile.

Most public figures are constantly "monitored" by corrupt government agencies (esp. the CIA) and their criminal contacts. (Some of them even bragged about it to me). It's not a matter of "if you have nothing to hide, why worry" but rather "if you have nothing to hide, you are a worry". Only those in tune with the thinking of the "Nazis" of The New World Order, only those who can be bought, blackmailed, controlled and so on are allowed into mainstream politics, journalism etc. these days. This affects us all because these then are the people who determine/influence how we live and die. For instance, I know of many capable, "good" people who are excluded or pressured not to act because they oppose criminals in high places. This is "thought policing" in the real world. It's sickening.

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The ideology put forward at the Bilderberg conferences is that what's good for banking and big business is good for the mere mortals of the world. Silently banished are the critical voices, those that might point out that debt is spiralling out of control, that wealth is being sucked away from ordinary people and into the hands of the faceless corporate institutions, that millions are dying as a direct result of the global heavyweight Rockefeller / Rothschild economic strategies.

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